Delay in Post Does Not Denote Delay in Prayers

I have been struggling in every day life. I have been questioning my marriage. I have been questioning what I want to be doing in the next five years. I have been looking for a replacement job because the one that I currently hold will soon end.

I have been going to school, although I haven't been tending to my studies as I should be. I have been very sick, missing an entire of week of work. I have been making new friends on the Internet, and enjoying learning about Cambodia.

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET CLOSER TO GOD.

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LEARN HOW TO PRAY.

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO BETTER UNDERSTAND WHAT GOD WANTS OF ME.

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT MY MISSION IN LIFE IS.

I confronted my husband, and told him that I have been thinking about divorce. He is trying to make things better. He told me that I am his hero.

I have been trying to trust in the Lord more than ever. I need to remind the Lord that he is my hero.

Dear Lord, thank you for your patience and understanding while I struggle through these many days of confusion and questioning what it is that you have planned for me. You are truly my hero.

Amen.